My masks

My masks

Anger and sadness, there is no happiness anymore. Normally you see these kinds of masks depicted with happiness and sadness, showing the range of human emotions. I wanted to show the current range of my emotions. I feel no happiness, only anger and despondence. No matter how hard I try I can’t seem to put on that mask of happiness that I used to wear so well. I feel I may have a problem. I have already called and set up an appointment with a psychiatrist. Now I just have to wait a few weeks until then.

The first step to solving any problem is recognizing that there is one.

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At least

Knowing she is happy makes me sad and happy at the same time. Sad because it’s not me making her happy, and happy because I love her enough to want her to be happy. 

And trust me, I want her to be so happy.

I will not let the sadness overwhelm me. I will be happy for her and I will continue to be her friend.

I at least want to be her friend.