One of my only drawings where it took two separate occasions to finish. It’s supposed to be some sort of elemental thing. I’ve been debating on coloring it or not, especially the water fire and smoke. Let me know what you think I should do with it.
I wish I was fine, that I wasn’t me. But I am me, and i’m not fine..i’m anything but fine. Alcohol chases away the demons that tease me with a knife. The creatures that make suicide look so fucking easy…that make it look like suicide is the only path I have.
I wish you were here with me..or I with you…I need you..and you aren’t here..
Anger and sadness, there is no happiness anymore. Normally you see these kinds of masks depicted with happiness and sadness, showing the range of human emotions. I wanted to show the current range of my emotions. I feel no happiness, only anger and despondence. No matter how hard I try I can’t seem to put on that mask of happiness that I used to wear so well. I feel I may have a problem. I have already called and set up an appointment with a psychiatrist. Now I just have to wait a few weeks until then.
The first step to solving any problem is recognizing that there is one.