One of my only drawings where it took two separate occasions to finish. It’s supposed to be some sort of elemental thing. I’ve been debating on coloring it or not, especially the water fire and smoke. Let me know what you think I should do with it.
It’s only been a few weeks but it feels like it’s been closer to months that we haven’t talked. I want to be mad at you. I want to hate you. It’s the only way I can justify that we aren’t talking; anger and loneliness are to blame for the way I feel lately.
It really messes with you, having someone there for you from sun up to sun down every single day, to not having them anymore….at all.
I wish I was fine, that I wasn’t me. But I am me, and i’m not fine..i’m anything but fine. Alcohol chases away the demons that tease me with a knife. The creatures that make suicide look so fucking easy…that make it look like suicide is the only path I have.
I wish you were here with me..or I with you…I need you..and you aren’t here..
Anger and sadness, there is no happiness anymore. Normally you see these kinds of masks depicted with happiness and sadness, showing the range of human emotions. I wanted to show the current range of my emotions. I feel no happiness, only anger and despondence. No matter how hard I try I can’t seem to put on that mask of happiness that I used to wear so well. I feel I may have a problem. I have already called and set up an appointment with a psychiatrist. Now I just have to wait a few weeks until then.
The first step to solving any problem is recognizing that there is one.
I drew this a few days ago and completely forgot about posting it. This was requested by one of my friends. It only took about 2 or 3 hours. The only reason that I drew this one was because I needed to get my mind off of things and drawing definitely helps me with that. If I can catch myself at the right time, when I’m feeling shitty or down then I’ll start to draw. It’s relaxing. Almost like an escape.
This is what I spend my nights doing when I can’t sleep. This probably took about 4 hours in total. If you want me to draw something then let me know. I’ll eventually get around to drawing everything that is suggested (unless it’s completely stupid).