I want to leave this place, this state, this mindset. I want to run away from here…from these problems. I want a new way of looking at the world. It’s always so grim, so gritty and awful. Why can’t I just for once see the world as normal people do. I don’t want to see the truth behind things, I just want to see the illusion and believe it.
It seems that all I’m good for is running. Running and fucking things up.