Raiden

Raiden

I drew this a few days ago and completely forgot about posting it. This was requested by one of my friends. It only took about 2 or 3 hours. The only reason that I drew this one was because I needed to get my mind off of things and drawing definitely helps me with that. If I can catch myself at the right time, when I’m feeling shitty or down then I’ll start to draw. It’s relaxing. Almost like an escape.

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Going Sideways

why am i always writing about you
and the bad times, the hateful times,
the unbelievably hellish times?

there have to have been some good
times, some loving times, some
times that were unforgettably magic

the only way anything could be bad
is if there was good, only hateful if
loving, hellish only if magic

it is only fair to remember you and
what we shared as good and loving
and magic, it was the way we lived,
the way we experienced each other,
the way we would have been

— GB

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Fight

Fight

You’re going to have to fight. It will take time, and it’s going to cost you much more than you could have ever imagined. However the opposition, take not one step back. When the dust clears, and the battle is finally finished…you will truly smile for the first time in years.

This is how a broken heart still breaks

Is life not about taking chances? Not always sticking to the safe way or the easy path? I’ve been told ever since I was little that the harder path, although may be harder and full of challenges, usually pays off in the end. 

I fell in love recently. We were/are not together, but I love her nonetheless. I would move mountains for her. She is so important to me, but I’m so afraid of losing her. 

You see, she plans to marry another. Nothing is harder than to watch the one you love, love another and have plans of marriage. I would have given anything to give her the life that she wanted. To take her away from everything, where she can just be happy. None of our troubles, just her and I and our life…that’s all I wanted…that’s all I want. 

We spent the day together yesterday and it was absolutely perfect. The only bad part was when she had to leave. We were so happy together. Her being around just makes me happy and makes me smile. She makes me so nervous, but so confident. I feel so weak but she makes me feel so strong. She is absolutely everything that I could ask for, everything that I search for. Imagine finding your dream mate, partner, whatever. Imagine finding them, and having to continue the search. Imagine finding exactly what you’ve been looking for and being told to keep looking. I can’t imagine ever finding anyone like her again. 

I hate to be so selfish, but I want so bad to have her…I would give and do literally anything just to be able to call her mine, and I hers. I don’t want to lose her to someone else…It’s only been a day since I’ve seen her, not even 24 hours, and I miss her already. I miss her face, her voice, her laugh, her eyes, her smell, her touch. 

I can’t even think of her with anyone else. I want to take her off and start a family and grow together. I want so bad to be able to wake up every morning and see her, to fall asleep next to her. 

I don’t even want to think of going off alone, without her. 

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This is just simply….amazing.

Serendipity

Tell me what’s the best thing that happened to you today, even if it’s not that great, tell me anyway. Tell me the name of the song you listen to when no one is around to judge you. Tell me about the last time you danced like no one was watching, and sang outside the shower.

Tell me about the girl who loved to cook for you, and even though it was hard to chew, you pretended it wasn’t terrible because her smile made it easier to swallow. Tell me about your first kiss, did you use your tongue or were you too shy to taste her chapstick. Tell me about the girl who moved mountains for you so you could walk quicker only to end up leaving her quickly. 

Tell me about the time your mother yelled at you and made you feel worthless, but years later you realised you’d…

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