It’s not that I’ve been depressed lately…it’s more of a…silly sadness. And it’s not just because I’ve been talking to you again, it had started a few days prior. Is there something that just isn’t allowing me to be fully happy? What is it that I have to do? Do I literally have to rid my life of everyone? Just sit in a dark secluded room, with no human contact. Like I said a month ago, moving isn’t going to make anything easier. I ran away from my problems and they followed me here…just like I anticipated.